Don`t go and make assumptions about me or think I`m acting a certain way if we barely talk. You don`t know whats going on in my life, you don`t know how I`m feeling, you just don`t know anything about me in general. So before you go and start spreading stuff, how bout you ask to check if your assumptions are real? Cause seriously, you`re making yourself look stupid spreading false lies.
I don’t care if I’m sleeping.. If I’m having my own problems or if I’m angry at you.. If you need me and if you need to talk to me I’ll always be there for you. No matter how big or how small your problem is.. I’ll be there.
My promises to you.
If you forget that you are light, I will open the curtains and ask you, “Do you know what is more luminous than the sun?” and I will point to you.
I will hold your hand when you feel numbed by sadness and I will not let it go until you look at me with your most honest eyes, and then I will know that you feel again.
I will tear out sheets of paper from books and write down “I love you in words, I love you in silence. I love you in certainty, I love you in doubt. I love you in words written, I love you in thoughts unsaid. I love you in the summer, I love you in the rain. And, I love you when you remember and I will love you when you forget.“
I will stop speaking and I will be quiet when silence becomes the measure of the sureness of our love for one another.
I will learn your favorite songs and memorize every line so that when your music player dies, I can sing them to you. I will watch your favorite films and quote your favorite characters for situations that would deem it necessary. I will read your favorite books so that if you lose the page number of what you’re reading, I would know where you stopped.
I will make every single Valentine’s Day we celebrate with one another an ordinary day, because every day is a celebration and a promise of how much I love you.
I will wrap you in my arms and hum a soothing song and close my eyes when tears are falling from your own, and pretend that I do not feel the tears that are touching my skin, so you would never have to be afraid of weakness.
I will give even when I want to receive. I will forget when I want to remember. I will be slow even when I want to hasten. I will walk even when I want to fly. I will listen even when I want to speak. I will stay even when I want to go.
And, I will not change you, but if I do, I will change you to become someone so good, so kind and so loving that you would lovingly do the same for me.
The feels omfg